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Tuesday, November 02, 2004 

Quote From A Post From TheSnitch (My Post, Actually)...The Most Stupid Thing I Did...Ever

Before I say anything, I just want to tell the whole world that I'm totally un-proud of this very stupid thing I did in the past and I totally regret it. Here goes nothing. *takes deep breath*

I went out with the biggest slut (sorry for the language but there's no other word for him. sorry!...and another thing, I don't know what to call a guy slut so I'll just call him GS so as to not deepen my offense) in school. I didn't even like him, I just went out because I was trying to make someone jealous. (Unfortunately, the guy didn't even realize that I was off flirting with someone else. Bummer. ) I felt terrible, but I certainly didn't stop there. I went out with GS a second time, this time testing if it could work out between us. I totally regretted it mainly because I realized that he was exceedingly arrogant, not to mention disrespectful and very insensitive. I heard rumors about us being an item but totally ignored it. I already realized that he was totally wrong for me but I still hung out with him a couple of times after that...not because I did like him, but because he kept on following and hovering around me and I couldn't tell to his face that he had to leave me alone. And then there came a time when he followed me to my house (without me ever inviting him) and took a look around. The nerve! Then he got a porn cd out of his bag, stuck it in my player and watched it in my living room. My living room! I was almost pleading him to turn it off, and he, being the insensitive git that he is, didn't. Good thing my best friend saved me and turned the darn thing off. But he didn't stop there. He opened my pc and went online after I specfically told him not to. He even told me off because I was still logged on my YM. Good thing my parents arrived and I shooed him off. I totally blown my top so the next day, when he started badgering me again, I told him these words: "I hate you!!! Leave me alone!!!" Apparently, he got the picture and stopped pestering me ever since.

The thing I totally regret about this whole thing is the fact that I didn't try to put a stop to it immediately. And that I even ever considered him. And I know I should even feel even a wee bit bad about what I said to him (I actually asked his fellow drama club member to tell him to die), but to be painfully honest, I don't. I honestly don't think he deserves it. But mainly, I just regret that I ever met him. EVER.