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Sunday, July 03, 2005 

not motivated enough to actually do anything, so instead i'm wrting about boys! (so lame, but hey, i've got lots to do with not even a bit of will to do it...so i figured this could inspire me even a bit)

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i like boys. in fact, i like boys a lot. but not all boys. for instance, you could be a guy friend of mine, but i wouldn't necessarily *like* you. you know, like, like-like. just like. here are some possible reasons:

1. i think you're gay

2. i think you're stupid/incompetent

3. i think you're too dull

4. i think you're too full of yourself

5. i think you're ill-mannered

6. i think of you as a brother, and it would be far too disguting to even think of *it*6

but some guys...they're special. special in a way that yeah, we're friends (or sometimes not even) but there's something in them that just...attracts me. pulls me toward them.

mostly if he's:

1. sallow-skinned/pale

2. tall

3. lanky

yeah. the somewhat-cute nerd type. and of course he has to be:

1. smart

2. good in english

3. a wide reader

okay, i want a total nerd. but he should be a *very cute* total nerd! much like michael in the princess diaries. or boris. (the hottie-fied version!)

OMFG. I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING.

(sorry for the inconveniece. we will resume regular blogging shortly.)

NEWS FLASH!!!

just remembered:

drew lots for english monologue yesterday. who did i get, exactly? rhea. who, out of all the gods and godesses i've read about in the past, i didn't remember. yeah, i knew gaea (mother earth), hestia (goddess of the hearth), hermes (messenger god), cronus (that time dude from chamred), aphrodite (do i even have to tell you?), cupid (duh), psyche (cupid's boo), apollo (that guy who does prophesies), artemis (apollo's twin, i think), hercules, and zeus and all the others. but rhea i din't know. turns out she was mother of the gods. which i didn't know before i switched. but oh well.

you know who i (eventually) got?

PERSEPHONE.

i am soooo the goddess of the underworld.

lol. omg, this is my DREAM ROLE!

like, really. i've been fixated on that character ever since i first read it. no, not lesblian-like. i mean, eew! just very drawn to it, in a way. i always thought her character was so cool. and after pulling a few strings, i so got the role!

at first, glenn got persephone. but then he exchanged with shella. and then i 'motivated' her into switching roles with me. okay, 'tricked' to be exact. but she switched willingly. without me going to have to do extreme stuff. (i know, bad kim, bad kim!). i actually think that's bloody brilliant of me, getting her to agree.

but anyways, i was ecstatic after i got persephone. i was (figuratively) jumping for joy! i mean, how utterly cool would it be to be goddess of the underworld? like, SERIOUSLY???

just read in wikipedia that persephone (ME, ME, ME) is the "cold, unforgiving goddess of the underworld". cool! i've always wanted to be like that, even just for a role. (weird, i know. i'm not good with goody-goody types...mainly because i'm not so good myself!) and people couldn't mention her name and only referred to her as "The Maiden". wicked! she's like Voldemort, just the female version. bloody brilliant!

i am so loving this. if only hades were played by paul! (hades is gonna be played by renz. omg, i hope he hates me and exchanges with someone! god, please!!!)

BUT WHATEVER HAPPENS, THIS IS STILL GOING TO BE UTTERLY INCONCEIVABLY WICKED. LIKE, TOTALLY.