college = squee!!!
leaving high school = not so squee-worthy :'(
i've been so busy these past few days. i'd love it (mainly because mas masarap matulog pag pagod [you'll appreciate sleep better if you're tired]), but, you know, i'd rather sleep :p. but now i'm really starting to feel it. the excitement, i mean, of looking for a half-decent college to go to. it's real nice, getting a bit of tension in my un-squee-worthy life.
so...today. it's been funny. talked to paul first thing in the morning. i was talking to jerwin, actually, then he saw us then said, "siguro naging kayo no?" ("the two used to be together, didn't you?" crappy translation. i know. but whatever. i'm still practicing.) so i was like, "nyeeee...ano yun, JOKE??!!" ("what, was that supposed to be a JOKE??!!" because when we were in sophomore year, jerwin and i used to fight a lot. our adviser got so mad at me for shouting at jerwin once.)
then in the afternoon, we came to the gym to watch the juniors' band marching presentations (for once, st. jerome won, unlike last year, when we won nada. progress! oh yeah!) during library and guidance period. paul and i walked together to the gym and talked about stuff like rain man (dustin hoffman!) and rain, among others.
when we arrived at the gym i was felt like crap because we didn't get to do band marching (i would've never been included becuase i'm not supposed to march, but it would've been fun--having no classes for a few days and all) so i went into senti mode. i just stood at the side of the gym, examining the fire tree (i love that tree!) from afar (naks!). i was deep in thought when i noticed someone sitting just a few paces from me--jake (out class president). he wasn't watching the band matching either, and was taking down notes for el fili instead. so i approached him and asked the usual questions ('what chapter've you gotten to?' 'up to what chapter do we have to do?' etcetcetc).
then it started raining. and i mean RAINING. it was raining so hard that the part where jake was sitting was already getting so wet, so he transferred to the place beside me. we stood at first, but then i told him, "sit down, why don't you? it'd be a lot more easier to write that way." so we did. sit down, i mean. then our classmates (those half-wits (j/k. or not.) that were so engrossed in watching the juniors pretend to play fake instruments) started noticing us. together. together?! pfft. as if!
one of them was paul. he would actually point and point and point and then laugh and laugh and laugh (not in a mean way, of course) and then he'd point us out to anyone standing beside him. it was irritating, really, because he doesn't realize that it was him i have pined for all this time. (lol^^) then they (classmates/half-wits) were all like, "uuuy...lovers in paris!" and i was like, "ah, whatever." because i liked paul. and glenn. (he stared too. i just noticed.) not jake. i mean, not that much.
then in the afternoon, i went to the cashier's office to pay tuition. i was with katrina. we were talking (as usual) when paul arrived. so then i had the two of them to talk to. then jerwin passed by and i called him, becuase i forgot to ask chel for his project in religion. then paul was all, "uuuyyy!" again.
i hope he's just doing that becuase he's jealous. i hope. i mean, i *am* allowed to dream, am i?
and about the college applications. i just got my u.p. test permit and the exam on saturday in the college of arts and letters, which, i learned, is just beside palma hall and math building. at 6.30 in the moring. tell me, how am i supposed to come up with decent ansewers at such an indecent time? i mean, 6.30? what is up with that? who's even awake at that time of day?
leaving high school = not so squee-worthy :'(
i've been so busy these past few days. i'd love it (mainly because mas masarap matulog pag pagod [you'll appreciate sleep better if you're tired]), but, you know, i'd rather sleep :p. but now i'm really starting to feel it. the excitement, i mean, of looking for a half-decent college to go to. it's real nice, getting a bit of tension in my un-squee-worthy life.
so...today. it's been funny. talked to paul first thing in the morning. i was talking to jerwin, actually, then he saw us then said, "siguro naging kayo no?" ("the two used to be together, didn't you?" crappy translation. i know. but whatever. i'm still practicing.) so i was like, "nyeeee...ano yun, JOKE??!!" ("what, was that supposed to be a JOKE??!!" because when we were in sophomore year, jerwin and i used to fight a lot. our adviser got so mad at me for shouting at jerwin once.)
then in the afternoon, we came to the gym to watch the juniors' band marching presentations (for once, st. jerome won, unlike last year, when we won nada. progress! oh yeah!) during library and guidance period. paul and i walked together to the gym and talked about stuff like rain man (dustin hoffman!) and rain, among others.
when we arrived at the gym i was felt like crap because we didn't get to do band marching (i would've never been included becuase i'm not supposed to march, but it would've been fun--having no classes for a few days and all) so i went into senti mode. i just stood at the side of the gym, examining the fire tree (i love that tree!) from afar (naks!). i was deep in thought when i noticed someone sitting just a few paces from me--jake (out class president). he wasn't watching the band matching either, and was taking down notes for el fili instead. so i approached him and asked the usual questions ('what chapter've you gotten to?' 'up to what chapter do we have to do?' etcetcetc).
then it started raining. and i mean RAINING. it was raining so hard that the part where jake was sitting was already getting so wet, so he transferred to the place beside me. we stood at first, but then i told him, "sit down, why don't you? it'd be a lot more easier to write that way." so we did. sit down, i mean. then our classmates (those half-wits (j/k. or not.) that were so engrossed in watching the juniors pretend to play fake instruments) started noticing us. together. together?! pfft. as if!
one of them was paul. he would actually point and point and point and then laugh and laugh and laugh (not in a mean way, of course) and then he'd point us out to anyone standing beside him. it was irritating, really, because he doesn't realize that it was him i have pined for all this time. (lol^^) then they (classmates/half-wits) were all like, "uuuy...lovers in paris!" and i was like, "ah, whatever." because i liked paul. and glenn. (he stared too. i just noticed.) not jake. i mean, not that much.
then in the afternoon, i went to the cashier's office to pay tuition. i was with katrina. we were talking (as usual) when paul arrived. so then i had the two of them to talk to. then jerwin passed by and i called him, becuase i forgot to ask chel for his project in religion. then paul was all, "uuuyyy!" again.
i hope he's just doing that becuase he's jealous. i hope. i mean, i *am* allowed to dream, am i?
and about the college applications. i just got my u.p. test permit and the exam on saturday in the college of arts and letters, which, i learned, is just beside palma hall and math building. at 6.30 in the moring. tell me, how am i supposed to come up with decent ansewers at such an indecent time? i mean, 6.30? what is up with that? who's even awake at that time of day?
