...continuation
had to cut my last entry short because kaye had to use the phone "for a while". what didn't realize was two damn hours was still "a while" for her. okay, i have to remember that before i let her cut in on me like that. so...back to fil week.
we had practices all week long. we weren't together much those times, actually. he was being his typical loner/weirdo self again and was separated from everyone most of the time (as was i). he was reading a book i lent him, coraline by neil gaiman. honestly, i didn't really like it, but hey, maybe i just didn't get it.
i just remembered something! this happened during the time i was too busy to blog.
i was being typical me--moody, weird and loner-ish with oc tendencies. i was just sitting in my, um, seat, when he came to me. he was all, "hey...gusto mong hiramin?" then waved the fantastic beasts and where to find them in front of me. and what's the bloody significance, i hear you say? wala lang. ahihi. :) i ust thought it was nice that he remembered that i told him that i didn't have that book.
and OHMYGOD. do you know who my best friend (not) demonica just went steady with? JOSEPH.
i mean, hello, eew.
it's not like i'm jealous or anything, because i can honestly say that i'm not. it's weird actually. i'm just depply disgusted. i mean, hello, EEWW! but whatever. it's his life, he should be able to make his own desisions. and if he chooses to like/love little miss prissy bitch (and i do mean *little*), it's his prerogative.
and, as we (ira, mae p. and i) say when we see them together, YUCKNESS. lol.
and i actually had a real connection with florenz yesterday. not the romantic one, though--i mean, seriously? i would consider him, since he's so nice and all, but i'd rather have the omg!RockersUnite kind of bond. i don't meet loads of rockers in this part of the world.
and albert. basta. i just like him. no, not likehim-likehim. just likehim-likehim. wait, was that even comprehensible? never mind. i'm actually planning in asking him about patricia icatlo. because i always see the two of them together. sometimes during recess and lunch, but mostly during dismissal. i remember paul and i walk past them when we were together (during dismissal), and they seemed oddly tight. so i'm planning on aksing him about it. just curious.
(random thoughts run through my head all of the time, so i'm apologizing in advance if what i say doesn't make any sense. you guys better get used to it.)
random thought number...something. i remember during practices...was it just me, or were we sitting beside each other far too many times than usual? and was he really staring at me? (i caught him about five times just today.)
that's where my instant messages to joseph come in. i asked him about guy behaviour (among other stuff). i asked him whether or not guys actually find it hard to stare the girls they like in the eye. he said yes, most of the time. i asked him because while we were dancing i was trying to catch paul's eye most of the time because we were supposed to look in love (i suppose we did, seeing as my sister was so kilig after watching us). and it was hard, considering that i was finding shy about staring him at the eye, too.
after that i asked joseph if guys actually stare at the girls they like. like i do whenever i have the chance to. he told me that yes, they do. but then he had to go because it was 7.30 and he had to get home. which reminds me--i have to ask him more questions tomorrow. i asked that because of the staring incidents. i wasn't actually sure if he was staring at me, but i think he actually was because every time i would stare at his direction, he would look somewhere else.
now the reason for my unnatural giddiness. i mean, i've been sleep-deprived the whole week and i've practically danced my sleep away, but still i've got energy to make kulit to joseph when we were IMing. i even shrugged off joseph's pang-iindian, even though i waited for him for quite a long time. that's just not me. because i'm naturally grumpy. if there were grump awards i would actually win most of them.
so, anyways, about my unnatural giddiness.
i wasn't looking forward to being partners with paul that day, actually. because i was thinking, "what exciting thing could possibly happen to me? i mean, it's not like he's truly madly deeply in love with me or something."
i was super grumpy most of the morning, actually. i didn't know why, but i was. everything felt like crap--clothes, people, food--you name it, i hate it (excpet paul, of course. and ira. and mae.). so i was being little miss grump when we had this general practice. we were practicing at the actual place where we were supposed to present. we weren't todo-bigay yet--we were so sabog, actually.
and then i remember that morning, when i was called to the guidance counselor (i thought i was in trouble for not getting an admission slip because i was late--along with nico and joseph. but then it turned out that they were going to make me introduce a guest speaker during career orientations on tuesday), he was all "oh, san ka nangaling?" when i came back. ha! he noticed!
okay, wait. i'm a bit sleepy, so i'm going to make it short and get to the important part already.
so we practiced the last part, which was a tableaux. paul was flying a kite and i was supposed to, like, admire the kite-flying (or something). and that was supposed to be it. he was flying this (extremely long) kite and i was supposed to be staring at it in (mock) amazement. (i felt really stupid.) i was totally surprised when he came closer and put his arm around my shoulders (OMG KILIG!!! AAA!!!!). i was so startled that i didn't know what to do next, so i put my arm around him, too. ::melts::
omg. it's been, like, 9 hours and the giddiness still hasn't worn off. that's practically surreal.
AH, BASTA INAKBAYAN AKO NI PAUL!!!!!!!!!! NUNG HINDI NAMAN SINABI!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(my sister was all, "omg nakita ko nakaakbay sayo si paul kanina!" i swear. kinikilig pa rin ako!!!!!!)
we had practices all week long. we weren't together much those times, actually. he was being his typical loner/weirdo self again and was separated from everyone most of the time (as was i). he was reading a book i lent him, coraline by neil gaiman. honestly, i didn't really like it, but hey, maybe i just didn't get it.
i just remembered something! this happened during the time i was too busy to blog.
i was being typical me--moody, weird and loner-ish with oc tendencies. i was just sitting in my, um, seat, when he came to me. he was all, "hey...gusto mong hiramin?" then waved the fantastic beasts and where to find them in front of me. and what's the bloody significance, i hear you say? wala lang. ahihi. :) i ust thought it was nice that he remembered that i told him that i didn't have that book.
and OHMYGOD. do you know who my best friend (not) demonica just went steady with? JOSEPH.
i mean, hello, eew.
it's not like i'm jealous or anything, because i can honestly say that i'm not. it's weird actually. i'm just depply disgusted. i mean, hello, EEWW! but whatever. it's his life, he should be able to make his own desisions. and if he chooses to like/love little miss prissy bitch (and i do mean *little*), it's his prerogative.
and, as we (ira, mae p. and i) say when we see them together, YUCKNESS. lol.
and i actually had a real connection with florenz yesterday. not the romantic one, though--i mean, seriously? i would consider him, since he's so nice and all, but i'd rather have the omg!RockersUnite kind of bond. i don't meet loads of rockers in this part of the world.
and albert. basta. i just like him. no, not likehim-likehim. just likehim-likehim. wait, was that even comprehensible? never mind. i'm actually planning in asking him about patricia icatlo. because i always see the two of them together. sometimes during recess and lunch, but mostly during dismissal. i remember paul and i walk past them when we were together (during dismissal), and they seemed oddly tight. so i'm planning on aksing him about it. just curious.
(random thoughts run through my head all of the time, so i'm apologizing in advance if what i say doesn't make any sense. you guys better get used to it.)
random thought number...something. i remember during practices...was it just me, or were we sitting beside each other far too many times than usual? and was he really staring at me? (i caught him about five times just today.)
that's where my instant messages to joseph come in. i asked him about guy behaviour (among other stuff). i asked him whether or not guys actually find it hard to stare the girls they like in the eye. he said yes, most of the time. i asked him because while we were dancing i was trying to catch paul's eye most of the time because we were supposed to look in love (i suppose we did, seeing as my sister was so kilig after watching us). and it was hard, considering that i was finding shy about staring him at the eye, too.
after that i asked joseph if guys actually stare at the girls they like. like i do whenever i have the chance to. he told me that yes, they do. but then he had to go because it was 7.30 and he had to get home. which reminds me--i have to ask him more questions tomorrow. i asked that because of the staring incidents. i wasn't actually sure if he was staring at me, but i think he actually was because every time i would stare at his direction, he would look somewhere else.
now the reason for my unnatural giddiness. i mean, i've been sleep-deprived the whole week and i've practically danced my sleep away, but still i've got energy to make kulit to joseph when we were IMing. i even shrugged off joseph's pang-iindian, even though i waited for him for quite a long time. that's just not me. because i'm naturally grumpy. if there were grump awards i would actually win most of them.
so, anyways, about my unnatural giddiness.
i wasn't looking forward to being partners with paul that day, actually. because i was thinking, "what exciting thing could possibly happen to me? i mean, it's not like he's truly madly deeply in love with me or something."
i was super grumpy most of the morning, actually. i didn't know why, but i was. everything felt like crap--clothes, people, food--you name it, i hate it (excpet paul, of course. and ira. and mae.). so i was being little miss grump when we had this general practice. we were practicing at the actual place where we were supposed to present. we weren't todo-bigay yet--we were so sabog, actually.
and then i remember that morning, when i was called to the guidance counselor (i thought i was in trouble for not getting an admission slip because i was late--along with nico and joseph. but then it turned out that they were going to make me introduce a guest speaker during career orientations on tuesday), he was all "oh, san ka nangaling?" when i came back. ha! he noticed!
okay, wait. i'm a bit sleepy, so i'm going to make it short and get to the important part already.
so we practiced the last part, which was a tableaux. paul was flying a kite and i was supposed to, like, admire the kite-flying (or something). and that was supposed to be it. he was flying this (extremely long) kite and i was supposed to be staring at it in (mock) amazement. (i felt really stupid.) i was totally surprised when he came closer and put his arm around my shoulders (OMG KILIG!!! AAA!!!!). i was so startled that i didn't know what to do next, so i put my arm around him, too. ::melts::
omg. it's been, like, 9 hours and the giddiness still hasn't worn off. that's practically surreal.
AH, BASTA INAKBAYAN AKO NI PAUL!!!!!!!!!! NUNG HINDI NAMAN SINABI!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(my sister was all, "omg nakita ko nakaakbay sayo si paul kanina!" i swear. kinikilig pa rin ako!!!!!!)
