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Friday, August 05, 2005 

upcat na bukas. hala. patay.

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so. eto na naman. nasisiraan na ng ulo. kasi naman eh...hai...(pag may 'hai', isa lang ang ibig sabihin...tungkol un sa lalaki. na totoo sa lagay na to.)

naiinis lang ako kasi anlabo! arrrgh! nakakaasar! bakit ba kasi ako abnormal...lahat na lang ata ng lalaking tao crush ko...(i mean, not *all* obviously, but a lot more than a normal person's. all of which do not include me.) so...etong listahan:

1. jake - tinutukso kami nito parati sa classroom. actually, wala lang talaga kong magawa kahapon kaya ko xa pinaypayan. saka mejo pang-inis rin lang kay paul. but i really do like him kasi he can be responsible and kalog at the same time. and he was the first who carried me nung nag-convulsion ako. that was real nice :)
2. paul - the only one who can truly get me. kasi parehong pareho kami mag-isip eh. it's a bit freaky, actually. and he always teases me to other guys. ewan ba dun. pag nagkatabi lang kami ni jake or ni jerwin (or whoever...sometimes i think he even stares at glenn and me pag basic research (seatmate ko si glenn, nasa likod ko naman si paul)), asahan mo na after a few seconds eh ituturo na ko nun sa katabi niya. tapos parati rin kaming tinutukso sa classroom...and i'm pretty sure na hindi obvious na crush ko xa. kasi mas kinareer ko na ung pagiging nice kay jake. para mejo ma-mislead ung classmates namin. pero despite that, pag nagkatabi kami ni paul (kunyari sa paglalakad lang papuntalng p.a./computer/physics/whatever lab) tapos nagdaldalan kami, paniguradong tutuksuhin na naman kami ng classmates namin. as usual. sabi nga nila bagay kami eh. sabi ko naman oo. sa isip ko nga lang.
3. glenn - ewan...crush ko lang talaga. i mean, he *is* a bit nice...and he's the silent type...kanina nga he just took my notebook tapos ikinopya niya ko ng pointers sa basic research. how nice, no? and i caught him staring din nung nanonood ung iba ng band marching at nakaupo kami ni jake dun sa may mga bag. hehe. wala lang. share :)
4. joseph - i had a crush on him last year pa, actually. pero i dunno...he seems a lot nicer now. he was always nice naman...pero now...parang nag-intensify. parang ung kahapon nga...he was asking me kung kumain na ko. tapos he offered to remind me to go to sleep early kasi maaga kong kukuha ng upcat bukas...lam mo na. the sweet stuff. he's the type na tinutukso ka parati pag nasa harap ng maraming tao...tapos pag kau na lang quiet lang xa. pero pag ka-im or ka-text madaldal saka sweet. tapos i learned pa from karen na he keeps the letter i gave him last year (binigyan ko lahat, actually) dun sa wallet niya. i don't know what the hell that means. kung alam nio, tell me naman please! i mean, does he like me? does he hate me? does he know that i exist?

yan lang naman (ata). pero madami na rin yan, diba? kasi the people i know only have just one or two crushes, whereas i've got FOUR. ano ba yan! nakukulitan na nga ako sa utak ko eh!

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eto pala. nalaman ko lang to kanina (or nung isang araw ba?...EWAN!) nakuwento ko na yung nung wednesday, diba? yung tungkol sa pesteng band marching na yun.

tinutukso din kasi kami ni jake ng teacher naamin sa economics nung time na yun. actually, nahuli ko rin xang nakatingin eh. pero ndi ko na lang pinansin.

(OMG!!! ONLINE SI JOSEPH!!!!!)

anyways...(breathe in, breathe out. breathe in, breathe out. breathe in, breathe out.) kasi nga diba, nakuwento ko na yung nakatayo ako sa gilid ng gym, tinititigan yung fire tree. tapos si jake, andun sa (AARRGGGHH! DC!!!) may mga upuan sa pathwalk papunta sa gym. nun pa palang time na un eh tinutukso na kami ni ma'am. sabi ba naman, "nag-away ung lovers!" tapos nung magkatabi na kami dun sa may mga bags, sabi "uy, bati na sila!" nakakatawa, actually, and i couldn't help but laugh with them because of paul's unusual behavior and the whole 'lovers in paris' thing.

nag-online pala si joseph para sabihing papunta xang manila. magpaalam ba daw sakin...how nice! hehe...tapos text na lang daw nia ko. un. kaso naputol kasi nag-dc ako eh. amp. lintek na pldt vibe yan. napakagaling tumiming.

pero astig pa rin. magpaalam ba daw sakin...hehe XD