TOTOO BA ITO???
oh god, i am TORN.
a part of me wants it to be. another part doesn't.
because it's just too...surreal.
if i can't trust them, then who can i trust?
WHO?
the sweet life or the simple life?
DO I HAVE TO PICK? LIKE, RIGHT NOW???
gawd, i hope i need to. can i just make a compromise or something, so that we can go and he can come with us and just live in a flat or something?
i mean, he knows how i love seeing places, and how i've dreamt of the sweet life ever since, i dunno, EVER. (or maybe he doesn't. i don't think he knows me too well.)
and he knows i'm not exactly crazy about him either. but i never wanted it to end up like THIS.
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omg, a guy actually bothered to look up my number and text me. how sweet :)
oh god, i am TORN.
a part of me wants it to be. another part doesn't.
because it's just too...surreal.
if i can't trust them, then who can i trust?
WHO?
the sweet life or the simple life?
DO I HAVE TO PICK? LIKE, RIGHT NOW???
gawd, i hope i need to. can i just make a compromise or something, so that we can go and he can come with us and just live in a flat or something?
i mean, he knows how i love seeing places, and how i've dreamt of the sweet life ever since, i dunno, EVER. (or maybe he doesn't. i don't think he knows me too well.)
and he knows i'm not exactly crazy about him either. but i never wanted it to end up like THIS.
***
omg, a guy actually bothered to look up my number and text me. how sweet :)
