i am driving myself crazy.
if you think you need other people to do it to you, you're dead wrong. no one can drive you crazier than you can yourself.
no one can bug with you 24/7. no one can make you think about someone you loathe every single waking and sleeping moment of your life. no one can make you make you forget something, fully realizing that while forcing yourself to forget, you still unintentionally think of that thing. no one can make you so guilty of something that you want to throw away everything you have and live in dark desolation. no one but your own self.
and i hate myself for doing it.
if this continues, i'll totally drive myself over the edge.
oh god, how i wish i could stop obsessing.
it's one of those good-for-good and bad-for-bad traits. like, if i use it for obsessing over something i have to do and actually drive myself to do it, then good. but then other times (ha! more like most of the time!), i unintentionally use it for obsessing over guys who don't even have the manners to call back. and right now that's exactly what i'm doing.
I HATE THIS.
if you think you need other people to do it to you, you're dead wrong. no one can drive you crazier than you can yourself.
no one can bug with you 24/7. no one can make you think about someone you loathe every single waking and sleeping moment of your life. no one can make you make you forget something, fully realizing that while forcing yourself to forget, you still unintentionally think of that thing. no one can make you so guilty of something that you want to throw away everything you have and live in dark desolation. no one but your own self.
and i hate myself for doing it.
if this continues, i'll totally drive myself over the edge.
oh god, how i wish i could stop obsessing.
it's one of those good-for-good and bad-for-bad traits. like, if i use it for obsessing over something i have to do and actually drive myself to do it, then good. but then other times (ha! more like most of the time!), i unintentionally use it for obsessing over guys who don't even have the manners to call back. and right now that's exactly what i'm doing.
I HATE THIS.
