i luuurrrvvvee that dan-polaroid-thingy aidanc made! made me realize something: dan totally looks like PAUL!!! he's such a dream...(paul, i mean)he's hot AND he's smart. makes me wonder if he's even *real*. but i'm almost sure he is. almost.
here's the one i requested from aidanc (the one that i'm having made into a button):
and...i lost my wallet. again. oh no, not *again*, but for the millionth time. i am so stupid.
this is what happened: ira and i went to the library right after we ate lunch. we were looking for titles for our investigatory projects then, so i put down my wallet on one of the bookshelves. i was so totally in the zone when she caught my attention and pointed at some guy sitting by the window, doing the same as we were. IT WAS PAUL!!! actually, i did see him there before, but only part of his body, so i didn't see his face and didn't bother to look. (and i was in the zone. IN THE ZONE!) so anyways i was kinda dreamy-eyed after that so my brain didn't function properly (boys have such an effect on me. stupid. i know.) i was in another zone after that (from now on i'm calling it 'The Paul Zone') so i didn't really notice anything else. a few minutes after paul left, ira and i noticed that we were the only high school students left in the lib (so what else is new?) so we had to go running down the stairs and to the gym for the assembly. i didn't notice it was gone till i was already home.
i hate being so stupid. stupid stupid stupid.
i hope a person with a golden heart gotten hold of it. or else i wouldn't be able to get it back (again, like the other 3 wallets i've lost). stupidstupidstupid.
